Timing

I’m trying to decide why music is so irrelevant.

In "Outliers", Malcolm Gladwell talks about timing being a key element of success.  It wasn’t enough to be a Jewish lawyer in Manhattan, Joseph Flom was successful because his practice coincided with the phenomenon of hostile takeovers.

I’ll give you a personal example.  My father owned a liquor store, but fashioned himself a commercial realtor, an owner and developer of properties.  Only one problem, it’s hard to be a real estate mogul when you’ve got no money.  That’s why he opened a liquor store, to support his mother whose husband had died and left all his money to his first family in Pittsburgh.  But suddenly, in the mid-sixties, my father got a call from his friend Maurice Magilnick, an attorney in Bridgeport.  Maury told my father that no one knew more about local real estate than he did, and the government was about to do a ton of redevelopment in Southern Connecticut and if my dad became a licensed appraiser, Maury would hire him on his eminent domain cases.  My dad went to a summer program at the University of Connecticut.  A winter program at the University of Chicago.  And finally got his license.  And then ended up costing the State of Connecticut so much money that I overheard one attorney general say they’d have been better off paying my dad a million dollars to go away.

Actually, it’s the lawyer who makes all the money in an eminent domain case.  One third of the increase beyond the state’s offer.  My father made attorneys so much money that even the white shoe firms, the anti-semitic firms, hired him.  They wanted in on the cash.  Under law, my father could only charge a flat fee, but he ended up doing quite well, making the income of a doctor or lawyer himself.

But it wasn’t only my dad who benefited from timing.  I realize I did too.  I was issuing a printed newsletter by subscription every two weeks.  Made possible by the desktop publishing revolution, there was still tons of non-writing effort involved, and printing and mailing costs were high.  And reaching potential subscribers was difficult. But then came the Internet, and I could reach people all over the world for free.

My father was brilliant.  He spent 10,000 hours checking out Southern Connecticut real estate.  But he only became successful because he lived through the sixties, when redevelopment burgeoned.  If he had been born thirty years earlier, he would have worked in his liquor store until he died.  Not quite penniless, but close.

Maybe rock and roll owes its genesis to the baby boomers.  A generation that questioned authority, that saw no reason to do it the way their parents had done.  People say that the Beatles exploded because the country needed some optimism after the assassination of President Kennedy.  Hogwash, I was there.  The Beatles were not only talented, they were fresh.  Cheeky in a way the Four Seasons and Beach Boys were not.  They were not regular entertainment.  And although you could eventually see John, Paul, George and Ringo on "Ed Sullivan", you could hear them hour after hour on your transistor radio.

Yes, I believe that’s the key to the music explosion of the sixties, cheap, Japanese transistor radios.  Every kid wanted one, and eventually got one, just like kids today pray for and get wiis.  First you listened to the baseball game, falling asleep with the radio on your dresser, or under your pillow.  But they didn’t play sports 24/7, eventually you graduated to music.  Especially after the Beatles hit.

You did your homework with the transistor on.  You rode your bike with your transistor dangling from the handlebars.  It was your music.  This was not your parents’ era, where the family had to sit in front  of a piece of furniture and agree on programming.  This was yours.

And then the FCC said the same signal could not be broadcast on both the AM and FM bands.  Thus we saw the burgeoning of acts from Hendrix to Cream to the Doors.  FM allowed you to expand.  There were few commercials, no one wanted to buy time.  Not at first!

Furthermore, you had to listen to the radio to hear the music.  No one could afford to own everything.  Music was scarce.  Radio stations became ever more powerful.  Not only breaking bands, but telling you about concerts. Everybody knew if an act was in town, they heard it on the radio!  You couldn’t even get a ticket, everybody wanted to go.  You had to line up hours before tickets went on sale, just to get in the building.

Eventually corporate rock killed the golden goose.  Disco reigned.  And then after complete decimation, MTV reared its head and another golden era appeared.  With a ton of money for purveyors.  Not only was television the best exposure medium extant, you had to buy the album on an overpriced CD.

Then came the boy bands.  Kids of the baby boomers got the mania.  Furthermore, the Backstreet Boys were good.  You may have hated them, clinging to your classic rock, but they had a lot of what the Beatles contained, great voices, very good songs, the only problem being that the material was meaningless, the whole effort was a concoction.  Eventually, as a result of this, the phenomenon died.

Oh, Justin Timberlake continued to record.  As did Britney Spears.  But instead of recording a smash like "I Want It That Way" or "…Baby One More Time", Justin and Britney went rhythmic.  They followed the mainstream.  The excitement was gone.

And now as a result of the Internet, we’ve got a zillion acts.  All searching for one thing, fame.  Well, money too. They all want to make it.  They’re not escaping poverty and drudgery like the British Invasion acts, rather they’re on a lark, before they go to law school, before they go to work on Wall Street.  They don’t NEED to make it, they’re just taking a flier.

And radio was turned into a cash cow, with so many commercials and such bland programming that it was no longer the heartbeat of a nation.  The labels tried to hold on to the paradigm of scarcity, by killing Napster, but as a result fans just went on to other, more interesting media.  Like video games.  Or social networking sites.  People were looking for that hit, of daring excitement.  Which certainly wasn’t in music.  And still isn’t.

You work in this business, you’re passionate about music.  But music is far down the line in the public’s consciousness.  Sports, television, movies, they trump music.  Cable saved TV.  Maybe Napster could have saved music, then again, cable is a finite universe, with a limited number of channels.

As for the concert business…  It’s like Broadway.  Overpriced spectaculars.  As for developing acts, bars don’t feature live music the way they once did.  There’s very little upward mobility.  Just classic acts and train-wrecks. Music’s power built concert promotion.  Now it’s the reverse, Live Nation is just trying to make its numbers look good for Wall Street, the institution has trumped the musicians.  Just like the head of the label became more important than the act.

Can we ever return to the sixties and early seventies again?  Doubtful.  But we’ve got to realize fighting the future is futile.  It’s the little changes that make the huge difference.  Songs at a buck apiece help neither labels nor the scene.  In order to grow new acts, their music must be easily acquired, cheaply.

But what are these acts going to say?  Give me an endorsement deal?  Who am I going to whore myself out to? We loved John Lennon because he was beholden to no one.  The acts today are in cahoots with the corporations we despise.  Bruce Springsteen does the Super Bowl for the exposure.  As if we were all in it together.  In the sixties we weren’t one big happy family.  It was us and them.  And we had the music.

Sure, it’s always been about the money.  But the money wasn’t everything.  Now it is.  And the public knows it.

So right now there’s a music business, but it’s a sideshow.  It’s not vital like "Slumdog Millionaire", the deals are more exciting than the tunes.  To ask a country to be excited about the musical effort of Axl Rose this far down the line is like trying to fill a stadium by reuniting Joe Montana and Jerry Rice to play against the Giants in the Super Bowl.  And isn’t it interesting that the Giants feature the wrong Manning.  Not the one the press loves, but the working man.  Our heroes used to be ignored by the mainstream.  Now the first thing the label wants is to sell out to the man.

I can’t predict the future.  But one thing’s for sure, the usual suspects doing it the usual way is never going to bring music back to prominence.  I fault Doug Morris and Jimmy Iovine as well as the acts.  As for AC/DC’s sales…  Most of the public could care less.  If they want to hear that sound, they’ll go back to the thirty year old "Back In Black".

Where is the new "Back In Black"?  Something left field, that you thought you didn’t like, that blows you away? Music is no longer the only way out of your hometown.  It’s not the only way to get rich, not the only way to see the world.  Sure, music’s been around forever, but it blew up because it was the sound of a generation, that not only loved its honesty and experimentation, but had very few entertainment choices.

In order for music to triumph again it must be BETTER than the alternatives.  It must demand attention the same way Alice Cooper did.  It must test limits, be beholden to no one.  And then, just maybe, a technological or societal revolution will transpire and bring it back to prominence.

Mailbag

Hi Bob,

I just finished "Outliers," as well. After reading the chapter about the 10,000 hours, it occurred to me that by the time "Go All The Way" came out,in 1972, I’d spent 10 years studying the music of my favorite songwriters and writing songs of my own.

I was talking to my 86 year old aunt, who was a child prodigy on the violin and played with the Cleveland Symphony for 43 years, about the book, and when I mentioned the "10,000 hours", she looked up at me and said "That’s not nearly enough."

Eric Carmen

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Bob,

I had the honor of working with and knowing Laura for several years in the mid  1980’s. I engineered a lot of sessions at her home/ studio in Danbury Conn., but the only music released from that period was a  beautiful tune for a soundtrack called "Broken Rainbow" and a great double album "Live at the Bottom Line". I recorded her solo at the Bottom Line the following year, but those shows weren’t released either. Laura was a lovely gentle soul, and more talented and humble than just about anyone I’ve ever met.

While working at her home studio I discovered her "million-air" award honoring her for a million radio plays of "Wedding Bell Blues" hidden away under the kitchen sink next to the Brillo pads. This in fact was the only item I ever saw there that honored all the great songs she had written .

Truly a wonderful talent who left us too soon.

Mark Linett

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My partner for most of my middle career was Charlie Calello. He produced "Eli and….." He told me many stories. His musical concept after he had a few meetings with Laura and became conversant with the material for the album was unique. He hired arrangers as the musicians and had them play anything but their instrument of choice. This gave Laura’s record a distinct unusual sound that suited her material.

When the two of them were writing string parts for one song, she turned to Charlie and asked if he could make the strings more green in the next section. He tried to have her define that better but she stuck to the green concept. I guess he "got it" cause she never mentioned it again. He once drove up to her place in Connecticut, not really knowing where it was. It was drizzling at about 5 P.M. as he pondered which way to turn at a rural crossroads. All of a sudden, out of nowhere she appeared, in a long black velvet dress, cupping a candle to guide him the rest of the way. This was waaaaay before celphones. Charlie said she was happily drenched and refused the ride he offered. There was talk she was gonna replace me in Blood Sweat & Tears but fortunately that never happened. Just David Clayton Thomas doing "And When I Die" Somehow he’s still alive, but Laura will always remain immortal.

Al Kooper

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It’s funny, my dad-in-law (drummer Hal Blaine) did 5th Dimension records, and to my (not really much) surprise he also played on Laura’s tune ‘Save The Country’ and had this to say about it:

"LAURA WAS ONE OF THOSE UNIQUE SINGER/SONGWRITERS WHO HAD A WAY WITH LYRICS AND I GUESS WITH HER RENDITIONS. I REMEMBER THAT AS THE HOUSE BANDLEADER FOR THE MONTEREY POP FESTIVAL WE BACKED HER ON STAGE. WE BACKED EVERYONE WHO DIDN’T HAVE A BACKUP BAND OF THEIR OWN AND WHAT A BEAUTIFUL WEEKEND THAT TURNED OUT TO BE. ABSOLUTELY HISTORICAL. I THINK I ALSO RECORDED THIS HIT WITH BARBARA STREISAND, ONE OF MY FAVORITE LADIES IN THE INDUSTRY.."

Snowy Holidays,
A.Guy Johnson

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My Laura Nyro by Desmond Child

I was fourteen years old. It was in Lisa Wexler’s bedroom… in Jerry Wexler’s house in Miami Beach… the Xmas of 1967… that I heard the sound of a wailing woman… Laura Nyro’s first album on Verve Folkways. Yes this was the official start of me… as a person. Suddenly I woke up or maybe the opposite is true and I sank into a deep spell that I have never come out of. Either way, because of Laura Nyro… from that moment on right up to this second… I have lived with the bottomless aching hunger to be an artist.

Laura has appeared to me in recurring dreams… as the Virgin Mary… as the healing mother I never had… the dark haired lover I always searched for in women… and men… her black rose scent drifting into every song I have ever written. Laura Nyro is the reason I moved to New York City. I just had to be here and live in her world. Laura’s songs were mythical urban landscapes. She would sing about "junk yards in the sky". These were sultry and gritty tales of seduction, dependency, addiction, ravaging transcendent aloneness and then they were suddenly about compassionate love for mankind… for all creation.

I sent Laura fan letters. In 1971 when I was 17 I drove to New York and waited for her (stalked) outside of her apartment building on Riverside Drive in the rain to try to meet her… Laura Nyro… my soul mate. Later when I was in college at NYU I hired her father, Louis Nigro, to tune my little upright Wurlitzer piano just to get news about her. I once brought her flowers back stage at Carnegie Hall and tried to talk to her because our bogus manager at the time had told us that Laura had picked my group, Desmond Child & Rouge, to open for her and the singing group Labelle on tour. (To get us to sign, this manager told us that they had been at Laura’s apartment… hanging out with her and the singing group "Labelle" for dinner and that they started singing songs from "Gonna Take A Miracle" an album they had done together a few years back and that they had decided right at that moment to recreate the album for a national tour.) Laura was gracious but didn’t know anything about it, barely remembered the manager’s name and definitely had never heard of us. I was stunned and humiliated, handed her the flowers and quickly backed out of her trailer straight to the pay phone on the corner of 57th and 7th and fired that crazy lying manager!

Then in 1994 while living in LA, after nearly a lifetime of longing for real contact with my muse and mentor, Laura finally called me and left a voice message saying she wanted to "meet me". I sat on the edge of my bed listening to the message with tears in my eyes and said to Curtis my partner of twenty years: "Wow, that call took twenty five years to happen." A few days later, Laura came over for dinner the girls from Rouge were there and we sat around the piano and sang songs from "Gonna Take A Miracle". Later that year, I ended up being her opening act at the Algonquin… and we became friends. She even made dinner (Pasta with Ragu spaghetti sauce, iceberg lettuce with Wishbone dressing. I brought four kinds of Haagen Dazs.) for me and her then teenage son Gil (Now known as urban rapper Gil-T.) in her little house perched over a pond in Danbury. Laura played me her new songs… on a little upright Wurlitzer piano just like mine.

Then one day Laura called me with the saddest voice telling me that she had been dropped by Columbia Records. She hadn’t made an album in years… she wasn’t really costing anybody anything. Laura was loyal and had given up her relationship with David Geffen to stay there. Laura didn’t care about money, she shared everything she had, she was a gentle spirit. Laura made music when it was ready to be made not because of quarterly reports. She was the ultimate "hippie chic" and after all those decades, she truly thought that the people at the "label" were her family.

I called Donnie. I called Tommy. There was nothing I could do. An era had passed.

Laura never got over this and soon became very ill with ovarian cancer and died listening to the sound of the stream running under the floor boards and looking up at the stars though the windows over her futon on the floor of her little house perched over the pond in Danbury. She was 49 years old.

Desmond Child & Rouge (Maria Vidal, Diana Grasselli and Myriam Valle) reunited after 18 years to perform one song at Laura Nyro’s memorial concert on October 27th, 1997 at the Beacon Theater. We had selected Laura’s epic "Christmas In My Soul"… then Rickie Lee Jones said she wanted to sing it. They begged us to give it up but we stuck to our guns. Rickie even asked if she could join us on stage and sing it with us. This was our first time singing in 18 years… I still said NO WAY! I knew we would have ended up being her backup group.

It was a very emotional night. I was in the dressing room still going over the complex chords one more time on the electric keyboard that was there. Maria, Diana and Myriam had gone down the stairs to the side of the stage to wait for our turn up which was only a couple more songs to go. Suddenly in the doorway of the dressing room appeared Rickie Lee Jones herself and she walked in and said "I know you didn’t want me to sing with you on stage… but can we sing it now? Just you and me". And so there I was singing and crying with Rickie Lee Jones. Rickie ended up performing Laura’s cinematic "Been On A Train" about seeing a junky OD on the subway and chillingly channeled Laura when she wailed "GOD DAMN YOU MISTER… as I dragged him out the door". Rickie’s primal scream will never ever get out of my bones. That, my friends, is music.

Well I just looked up and it’s not Xmas Eve anymore… the presents are all under the tree and I’ve been going back and forth between writing this and vacuuming up the tell-tale glitter that came off these new sparkly ribbons Curtis bought for the "Santa gifts". Our 6 year old twin sons Roman and Nyro (No, he wasn’t named after "Dylan" for a change.) are fast asleep and I’m staring out of my window in the apartment we keep here looking over Central Park where I can see the street lights shining on the snow and the paper lantern buildings lined up on the other side… shutting off one by one.

I guess Bob and I are tuned into the same station… I too can only hear Laura Nyro singing in my head…

Christmas in my soul… Christmas in my soul… joy to this world

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33% Off

You know physical retail is on its last legs when Bruce Springsteen creates a special product for Wal-Mart.  It’s like there’s a flood and everyone has retreated to high ground.  In this case, the one location that seems able to sell physical product.  But it’s really more like a drought.  The consumer is no longer raining money.  And it’s even worse, there’s not enough food at Wal-Mart.  Bryan Adams’ album didn’t sell there.  Not everything moves in the big box store.  Not everything is moving period.

Pete Wentz is in every gossip blog known to man.  The tiny dork is now part of the Simpson family and just like with his sister-in-law Jessica, the public is losing interest.  Fall Out Boy’s "Folie A Deux" not only didn’t debut at number one, it fell into the chart at number 8, selling a whopping 110,000 fewer copies than last year’s effort.

As for Web-craziness, Soulja Boy’s album debuted at number 43, selling less than half of his previous effort, a measly 46,000 in total.  AND THIS IS CHRISTMAS WEEK!

Blame it on the economy.  Be my guest.  Bury your head in the sand.  But sales were off before it turned out the Wall Street masters of the universe were raping and pillaging our country, creating undervalued derivatives comprised of mortgages that people couldn’t pay.

Yes, they’re not going to buy CDs either, but they will still acquire music.  Digital files.  Albeit for free.

This is the end my friend.  This is the last hurrah.  And the record business does not employ enough people to warrant a government bailout.  Sure, GM has been mismanaged for even a longer period of time, but by digital standards, the record companies were exposed to the canary in the coal mine first.  But they’d listened to too many hard rock records to realize the chirping was gone, they only heard the tinnitus in their ears.

No one’s got any sympathy for the record companies.  Who are now in land grab mode, their 360 deals no different from kings hoarding the goods of peasants.  As for the acts…  Too many had lifestyles equivalent to the Wall Street players.  Consumers like supporting your music, they’re not so happy about financing your lavish lifestyle.

But musicians think they’re immune.  Very few remember the pre-Beatle days.  When stardom did not mean vast riches, diamond selling albums, private jet lifestyles. They just can’t believe they’re not entitled to wealth.  So, when record sales tanked, they just raised ticket prices, as if the public didn’t notice.  But it’s interesting, people only want to pay a lot to see the legendary, classic acts.  Or maybe the new ones once.  We’re not building any infrastructure.  We’re just throwing crap against the wall.  And now our cupboards are bare.  The audience has moved on.  They’d rather buy wiis.  They deliver more entertainment value.

Sales last week were off THIRTY THREE PERCENT from the equivalent week last year.  If you can find a silver lining in this fact, you probably believe Bernie Madoff is going to take it all back on Passover, saying he just wanted to play a practical joke on his investors.

The record companies, the publishers, they’ve made music free.  All in the name of saving it, of protecting its value.  Good work guys.  And now even your pension money is in jeopardy, you had to put those double digit millions somewhere.  You fucked it up really good.  You said people would rather listen on physical discs.  You thought music was best when it was ten tracks for almost twenty bucks.  You thought the iPod was overpriced and then demonized Apple for creating an online market to capture some digital sales money.  You deserve to lose your jobs.  Your companies should be turned over to twentysomethings who know how people truly acquire music these days.  You were building the equivalent of SUVs for years, but now the bottom has fallen out.  Because people don’t want overhyped product with very little lasting satisfaction at the center.

It’s a new day.  The future paradigm is how does one get people to listen to your tracks from the vast assembled multitude of music they pay very little for.  It’s a heyday for listeners, everything’s at their fingertips.  The labels could have monetized this acquisition, if only they’d owned up to reality.  But if you never used Napster, how could you realize how great it was?

You can’t sell CDs in defunct Circuit City stores.  You can’t sell them in the indie shops that have gone under.  Wal-Mart may move some product, but it’s taking fewer titles.  It’s like a game of musical chairs.  Sony’s happy AC/DC broke through, but nothing else has.  Time to change the game.  Time to stop running for the hills and to build a boat.  Time to realize the nineties are over.  Hell, MTV not only isn’t airing any music, its numbers are tanking and it’s banking on reality shows.  They missed the Internet too.  Stop looking at your old partners and start dealing with reality.

Christmas In My Soul

My favorite Christmas record is the Waitresses’ "Christmas Wrapping".  But it’s not the song I hear in my head every holiday season.  That’s Laura Nyro’s "Christmas In My Soul".

The decade from 1964-1974 represents the musical Renaissance.  There was only one Renaissance in painting.  It’s not like artists dropped their brushes and drills thereafter, it’s just that never again was there such concentrated artistic fervor, never again was art at the center of public focus to such a degree.  People have been making records for decades since the sixties, but they just don’t stick in the same way.  "Thriller" may be the second best selling record of all time, but it has none of the raw energy, it lacks the cultural impact of "Meet The Beatles".  "I Still Haven’t Found What I’m Looking For" is a great track, but it pales in comparison to "Satisfaction". In the sixties and early seventies music drove the culture.  If you wanted to know which way the wind blew, you turned on the radio.  The radio was an Internet built solely for us, the baby boomers.  It featured not only music, but hip news too.  The deejays were not beholden to corporate masters, we felt they truly belonged to us.  If you wanted to make a statement in the fifties you wrote a book, if you had something to say in the sixties and seventies, you cut a record.  Which the audience waited in rapt attention for.  We truly believed what was contained in the grooves was the essence of life.  We needed to get closer.  To not only the Top Forty gems, but records that were the beneficiary of no airplay at all.  We had an underground railroad, passing these gems along.  They still make music today, but it’s not the same. Hell, before the Beatles no one knew you could make this much money, no one bothered to cut album length opuses, we invented it as we went along, which is why we can’t relate to Live Nation and the rest of the corporations serving product up to us.  We thought music was best presented by Bill Graham, at his vaunted Fillmores East and West.

Those were buildings that rocked no matter who appeared.  Going to the Fillmore East was like going to shul.  With its high ceiling and free program.  And light show. No one was cutting costs, no one was getting fabulously rich, the Fillmore was a shrine where you went to experience the music, in all its glory.  Not only what was successful financially, but what Bill thought we should hear.  Reading the ad in Sunday’s "New York Times" was an educational experience unto itself.  Not only blues legends, but the Grateful Dead.  They were featured right next to the stars of the day.

The first triple-header I saw at the Fillmore East was in the fall of ’68.  Iron Butterfly was the headliner, Canned Heat opened, and if I thought really hard, I could remember who the middle act was.

But that was not the best show I saw at the Fillmore East.  That was the Who performing "Tommy" the following year.

But the most memorable shows I saw at the Fillmore featured Laura Nyro.  She played there during the holiday seasons of both ’69 and ’70.  One time prefaced by Jackson Browne, the other by Miles Davis.  I was there, I had to be there, I needed to be there.  Because I felt if I met Laura Nyro she’d understand me.  She’d understand all the disappointment, the rage…and the hope.

She was famous for the hits.  Performed by the Fifth Dimension and Three Dog Night.  But she was legendary for her albums.  The definitive statement being "New York Tendaberry", bookended on either side by "Eli and the Thirteenth Confession" and "Christmas and the Beads of Sweat".

Laura Nyro didn’t dance.  She wasn’t built for stardom.  But she had the talent.  Which was ultimately recognized by David Geffen.  She was his first protege.  David Geffen allowed Laura Nyro to be Laura Nyro.  We have to thank him.

Ultimately Geffen’s business head interfered with his heart.  Laura could not leave Columbia for Warner.  She couldn’t abandon those in Black Rock who’d been her team.  This is the conundrum of Geffen.  He’s the number one artist friend, but deep inside burns the heart of a businessman.  It’s about the deal, it’s about what’s right financially as opposed to emotionally.  But when the two were together, when Laura Nyro and David Geffen worked side by side, they made beautiful music.  Which was sui generis.  No one like her before, no one like her since.  You don’t get it on the first listen.  But on a late wintry night, alone in the dark, her records penetrate you, you’re converted, you never let go.

She’s gone.  Almost forgotten.  She gets tributes from Elton John, others, but her music is not topping the holiday chart in the U.K.  But those of us who lived through her career, who always believed she could deliver again, we hold a special place in our hearts for her.

Laura Nyro was unvarnished honesty.  Straight emotion.  She didn’t worry about the corporation footing the bill.  It was directly from her heart to you.

We sat upstairs at the Fillmore East.  We sent for tickets to the P.O. Box listed in the "Times".  We weren’t connected, we couldn’t get any closer.  But when the act is truly legendary, you’re thrilled just to be in the building.  Those in the rafters are often the biggest fans.

I’d bought "Christmas and the Beads Of Sweat" as soon as it had been released, less than a month before.  I played it again and again, knowing I was going to see her live.  "Christmas In My Soul" was not my favorite track then.  But it is now.

I love my country as it dies
In war and pain before my eyes
I walk the streets where disrespect has been
The sins of politics, the politics of sin
The heartlessness that darkens my soul
On Christmas

We’re all Americans.  Patriotic.  We don’t want to move.  We just want things to be better.  Because they’re not good enough.

We hire people to watch our money, our country.  Both Democrat and Republican, Christian and Jew.  We have faith they’re working in our best interest, as we pursue our own personal goals.  But while we weren’t watching, our country started sinking down the rathole.

Too many people have too much and too many don’t have enough at all.  Injustice is promulgated in the name of religion.  And we’ve got no one to turn to, no one we can trust.  We hope our new President will shepherd us through this crisis, but we feel nakedly alone.  We felt this way once before, in the sixties.  But we truly believed the artists were on our side, that they’d lead us through, they’d express our pain and show us a way out of the mess, soothing our souls along the way.  But those days are gone.  Artists are beholden to the corporation, doing it for the bucks.  Instead of performers being at the top of the pyramid, unknown gatekeepers decide what we can see or hear.  And then there are the teeming masses yelling for our attention on the Internet.  Telling us to listen to them, spamming us, telling us they’ve got the answers.  All seemingly false prophets, because does a real messiah have to market himself this way?

Facebook is bigger than any act.  Bruce Springsteen creates a special package for Wal-Mart, a corporation that locked its employees inside.  Money trumps vision, artistry.  Our whole nation shrugs and says that what sells, what makes the most money, is best.  Our values are hollow and suddenly we’re all a whole lot poorer.

Money won’t keep you warm.

But music will.

Come young braves
Come young children
Come to the book of love with me
Respect your brothers and your sisters
Come to the book of love
I know it ain’t easy
But we’re gonna look for a better day
Come young braves
Come young children

Know it’s your world.  Know that we, the baby boomers, your elders, fucked it up.  We didn’t mean to, but we couldn’t resist temptation.  Only you can save us.  It’s your time.  Make money, but don’t let it get in the way.  Know that we’re looking for honesty.  And truth.  They’re immutable.  As easy to locate and relate to as the greatness of a Laura Nyro record.